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14 December 2009 @ 01:49 am
#231  
I just died at the thought of knowing you don't belong to me anymore.
  1. I don't know why I even like you. I doubt you like me and I can very well assume that you don't need me. But I still like you. I hate you I hate your smile and I hate everything that you do that makes me think about you. And yet, I still like you.
  2. Dear you, I'm still missing you like crazy. It's hard to keep a distance from you, but I'm trying For your good sake, though it hurts fucking bad on me.
  3. I have this silly day dream that one weekend you and I will spend every waking moment together. We will drive down to the beach and lay on the roof and count the stars. We will fall hopelessly in love and nothing will ever be the same, in the most beautiful way.
  4. I want you. Every piece of you.
  5. Sometimes or most of the times, I really wonder what took you so long to reply my texts.
  6. i constantly think of you although you don't even know about this.
  7. as long as youre going to be a part of my future, im looking forward to it.
  8. I'm happy that you're happy baby. Even if it's not with me.


    I'm still upset. On bed at 130 am. Slept at 7am. Nice?
And Christine, You've only got 15 more days to cheer up. Make it snappy!

I love Bear. <3 Funniest shit. Wo ai ni. ♥

And Deidre is an asshole. HA.

Luv,
Christine Demelza Lee.
 
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DemelzaLee
13 December 2009 @ 01:05 am
#230  
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds.
This is how I feel right now. Bye.
(If you get this three pics, and mash it to one story, you'll understand)

I do not wanna cry anymore.
I do not wanna feel upset anymore.
I do not need to know about that anymore.
I do not wanna sleep at 5 to think about that.
I do not wanna find myself lying in bed at 1,
and sleeping at 2, to find myself waking up at 3 and thinking about it again.
I wished know I didn't know about that.
I didn't need to know about that, so I still could happily crush on him.
I hate this feeling.
I HATE HATE HATE HATE.
I AM STILL FUCKING UPSET.
FML.

(This post can go on and on,)

Bye.
 
 
Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: No surprise,
 
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